I am always afraid that people are going to leave me

Published on October 16, 2019

Max grew up as an only child with a single mother.  Max’s father left his mother before he was born.  Because of this, his mother had to work long hours to provide for both of them.  He often felt like he had to protect her, and that she was unable to be there for him emotionally.  His mother was exhausted, and Max felt like he was a burden.  He felt abandoned by his father and was nervous that if he didn’t behave, his mother would also leave him.  When Max was in trouble at school or at home, he would think that it was because he wasn’t good enough or that he wasn’t loveable.

Max’s romantic relationships were a struggle because he always felt anxious that people were going to leave him.  He tended to put his needs behind his partner’s needs so that they would not abandon him.  He felt unseen and unheard, yet he stayed in his relationships until the women left him for being too possessive or anxious.  When he would go through a break up, he would lose sleep for days, and his anxiety would increase.

When coping with abandonment anxiety, here are some things to consider:

Self-worth

When we understand our value or our worth, we worry less about pleasing others so that they will stay with us.  When we know our self-worth, we appreciate that being our authentic or true self is the self that our partner wants to be with. If people pretend to be something that they are not, eventually the mask falls off.  Feeling like you are not enough or not good enough might lead to acting out or controlling behaviours that end up pushing people away. 

Frustration tolerance

Learning how to manage strong emotions or frustrations helps people to stay calm under pressure.  The realization that you can handle or cope with strong emotions helps you to understand that you can handle situations.  Knowing that you can handle situations helps you to feel less anxious or desperate under stress.   

Self-soothing

Self-soothing techniques foster a sense of independence. If anxiety or fear of abandonment comes up, self-soothing techniques help you to calm down and take you out of fight or flight mode.  When people are in fight or flight, they may act irrational and do things that they might later regret.

Boundaries

Boundaries are necessary to feel seen and heard. When people put their needs behind the needs of others, they can end up feeling resentful, unwanted or unimportant.

Understand your attachment style

Understanding your attachment style can help you to understand how your feelings about yourself and other people influence your actions in relationships. If you are curious about your attachment style overall, and with certain relationships, you can take this quiz.  

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Do you feel you would like help with abandonment anxiety? To set up an appointment please contact me on +852 2521 4668 or email m.borschel@mindnlife.com. You can book a private or Skype session.

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Category(s):Abuse / Abuse Survivor Issues, Anxiety, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) / Trauma / Complex PTSD

Written by:

Dr Monica Borschel

Welcome! My passion is to help you find inner peace and emotional comfort within yourself and your relationships.

As social creatures, our relationships significantly shape our happiness, well-being, and sense of self-worth. Unfortunately, many of us have experienced relationship-related traumas, which can leave us with emotional scars that require recovery.

Attachment traumas, such as divorce, break-ups, infidelity, neglect, and abuse, can be challenging. As an expert in attachment, loss, and trauma, I have spent many years studying how attachment styles can shift with loss and trauma.

I have seen how healthy relationships can lead to secure attachment and how insecure attachment can create turmoil in our lives. I aim to guide you toward cultivating healthy relationships with yourself, your children, your co-parent, and your romantic partner.

I can help you develop new attachment strategies that will allow you to form deeper connections and bonds with those around you. And, if you have children, I can also assist you in establishing secure attachments with both parents, which can be especially helpful in cases of separation or divorce.

I am originally from Salt Lake City, Utah, where I completed my Bachelor of Science in Psychology at The University of Utah. From there, I moved to New York City, earning my Master’s in Clinical Psychology from Columbia University. I then pursued my Doctorate in Social Work and Social Administration at the University of Hong Kong. I lived and worked in Hong Kong as a practicing Clinical Psychologist from 2010-2020. I reside in California and am pursuing my Doctorate in Psychology (PsyD) at California Southern University. My training and qualifications include certifications in Brainspotting and High Conflict Coaching.

These tools, combined with my extensive knowledge and experience in the field, enable me to offer you the guidance and support you need to recover from past traumas and build healthy relationships.

My approach to therapy is empathetic, supportive, and tailored to your unique needs. Every person can grow, and thrive. I am committed to helping you achieve your goals. So, whether you are struggling with relationship issues, divorce, abuse, attachment traumas, or other challenges, I am here to help you find the peace and comfort you deserve.

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